Make Me Fade

I don't think I've been this nervous with the cold drink In my two hands, sayin' no, thanks Like any way it goes, 'cause I know things They shouldn't have told me Now I'm thinking what for Hanging by a sentence at the drug store Barely even steady out the front door Hate my own shit, but I love yours Fuck I really love yours Seven in the afternoon, half asleep, count the cars All I think about is you constantly, that's the hard part Static on the line, I hear it all the time But I'm quiet when you make me fade Feel it comin' back, watch it turn to black But I'm brighter when you make me fade You make me fade, you make me fade You make me brighter when you make me fade Tangled, found myself waking in the same clothes Shaking from my temple to my ankles Sunny but I need another raincoat Waiting by a payphone Finally, I coughed up some awful information that I thought up Well, they think I've been messing with the wrong stuff Nah, I've been messing with the right shit Yeah, I fucking like it Waiting for the call to come, who could say it was easy Sad about the bad I've done, on my grave, please believe me Static on the line, I hear it all the time But I'm quiet when you make me fade Feel it coming back, watch it turn to black But I'm brighter when you make me fade You make me fade, you make me fade You make me brighter when you make me fade Swear I've been tryin' to reach you, I'm dying You kill me why you keep your phone all on silent Recognize my role, I fucked up the timing But you and I lately been acting like islands Make a girl wanna get stupid and violent But silently I've been eyeing the horizon Patterns repeat, it shouldn't be surprising, ah (You make me fade) yknow you make me You make me fade You make me brighter when you make me fade You make me fade, you make me fade You make me brighter when you make me fade Static on the line, I hear it all the time But I'm quiet when you make me fade Feel it coming back, watch it turn to black But I'm brighter when you make me fade