[00:02.22] I keep on running backwards [00:05.02] I keep on losing faith [00:07.54] I thought I had the answers [00:09.96] I thought I knew the way [00:12.57] My brother said be patient [00:15.29] My mother held my hand [00:17.68] I don't know what I'm chasing [00:20.33] I don't know who I am [00:23.42] Woke up this morning holdin' my head [00:26.08] Thinking last night is one I'll regret [00:28.68] Washing off the bad decisions, the blurry vision [00:31.80] The clues that I'm still a mess [00:33.80] Spitting out the taste I have in my mouth [00:36.26] Knowin' what this all is really about [00:38.83] Knowin' there's an explanation, an expiration [00:42.06] I gotta figure shit out [00:44.32] And they're askin' me if I can see [00:47.05] The darkness down below [00:49.45] And I know it's true, I say I do [00:52.28] When half the time I don't [00:54.37] Maybe I can't make what it may take [00:57.36] To leave this thing behind [00:59.57] But I shut my eyes and cross each line [01:02.46] And every time [01:03.72] I keep on running backwards [01:06.21] I keep on losing faith [01:08.75] I thought I had the answers [01:11.34] I thought I knew the way [01:13.88] My brother said be patient [01:16.45] My mother held my hand [01:18.99] I don't know what I'm chasing [01:21.62] I don't know who I am [01:24.88] Waking in the dead of night, I can't sleep [01:27.33] Sleeping in the light of day for like weeks [01:29.98] Reality was out of focus, I could be hopeless [01:33.05] Instead I gritted my teeth [01:34.93] I didn't have the patience left to explain [01:37.57] Didn't wanna wake when nobody came [01:40.17] I know the path ahead's uneven [01:41.95] But while I'm breathing [01:43.36] I have to make my own lane [01:45.56] And they're askin' me if I can see [01:48.25] The darkness down below [01:50.76] And I know it's true, I say I do [01:53.52] When half the time I don't [01:55.69] Maybe I can't make what it may take [01:58.63] To leave this thing behind [02:00.95] But I shut my eyes and cross each line [02:03.64] And every time [02:04.88] I keep on running backwards [02:07.53] I keep on losing faith [02:09.92] I thought I had the answers [02:12.65] I thought I knew the way [02:15.11] My brother said be patient [02:17.78] My mother held my hand [02:20.27] I don't know what I'm chasing [02:22.92] I don't know who I am [02:24.83] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh [02:30.22] I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh [02:35.42] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh [02:40.80] I make it up as I go, as I go [02:45.91] I keep on running backwards [02:48.53] I keep on losing faith [02:50.87] I thought I had the answers [02:53.55] I thought I knew the way [02:56.02] My brother said be patient [02:58.62] My mother held my hand [03:01.08] I don't know what I'm chasing [03:03.89] Don't know who I am [03:05.80] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh [03:11.13] I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh [03:16.26] So, I make it up as I go, ooh-oh, ooh-oh [03:21.46] I make it up as I go, as I go [03:24.80]