[00:09.46] I never thought I'd be so mean [00:11.86] Never thought I'd be alone at nineteen [00:14.35] All the sounds are in my head again, head again [00:16.61] And all the thoughts are running through my brain and out the door [00:18.98] Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain [00:21.32] But you can see all the things I'm going through [00:23.79] Rather be dumb than sane, rather be numb than in pain [00:26.03] But you can see all the shit I'm going through [00:28.42] No no no, no no no [00:31.27] I hide my pain inside [00:33.30] No no no, no no no [00:35.80] I bleed to feel alive [00:37.81] Oh oh oh, oh oh oh [00:40.82] I am dead inside [00:43.02] No no no [00:45.30] Makes it hard to survive [00:49.02] [00:57.69] No you can't find my reasons [00:59.96] No, you can't find my pain [01:02.06] We all got lost in Jesus [01:04.24] But he can't take away my pain [01:06.41] I'm looking for something more [01:08.38] So take me away, from out the door [01:10.72] Now I'm looking for you outside to say [01:14.93] No no no, no no no [01:17.64] I hide my pain inside [01:19.64] No no no, no no no [01:22.01] I bleed to feel alive [01:23.85] Oh oh oh, oh oh oh [01:26.58] I am dead inside [01:32.33] No I can't take it [01:34.36] All of these memories [01:36.45] I can't fake it [01:38.39] I'm trying but I am dying [01:40.82] I just want to [01:42.96] Oh, just be myself [01:45.17] I have tried to [01:46.85] But now I am someone else [01:49.26] (Goodbye for now) [01:49.70] No no no, no no no, [01:52.17] So please be kind [01:53.83] No no no, no no no [01:56.10] I'm losing my mind [01:58.07] No no no, no no no [02:00.65] I'm really not fine [02:03.52] Oh no, I'm really not fine [02:06.50] We live in an age where sex and horrors are Gods [02:10.75] We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed [02:15.01] We live in an age where sex and horrors are Gods [02:19.37] We live in an age [02:21.42] We live in an age [02:23.66] We live in an age where sex and horrors are Gods [02:27.98] We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed [02:32.19] We live in an age where all our bodies are flawed [02:37.57] Are flawed [02:40.20] No I can't take it [02:42.73] All of these memories [02:44.91] I can't fake it [02:46.81] I'm trying to fight it, I am dying [02:49.38] I just want to [02:51.40] Oh, just be myself [02:53.55] I have tried to [02:55.35] But now I am someone else [02:59.75]