Even Deeper

I woke up today To find myself in the other place With a trail of my footprints From where I ran away It seems everything I've heard Just might be true And you know me (Well you think you do) Sometimes, I have everything Yet I wish I felt something Do you know how far this has gone? Just how damaged have I become? When i think I can overcome It runs even deeper And in a dream I'm a different me With a perfect you We fit perfectly And for once in my life I feel complete And I still want to ruin it Afraid to look As clear as day This plan has long been underway I hear them call I cannot stay The voice inviting me away Do you know how far this has gone? Just how damaged have I become? When I think I can overcome It runs even deeper Everything that matters is gone All the hands of hope have withdrawn Could you try to help me hang on? It runs... I'm straight I won't crack On my way And I can't turn back I'm okay I'm on track On my way And I can't turn back I stayed On this track Gone too far And I can't come back I stayed On this track Lost my way Can't come back