What I Wished I Never Had

Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath The one I wished I never had I need to rid myself of resentment and every last bit of it If I'm going to live up to the things I've written I need to clear my mind of this anger and all the rage that I've held near If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken But I haven't yet Letting go is how I can start to fight my way Out of this trench I've dug In this war against myself But I haven't yet, but I haven't yet Don't catch me at the wrong time or you will feel my wrath The one I wished I never had I wish I never had this demon inside I wish I knew how to cast it out I wish I never had this demon inside I wish I knew how to cast it out But I fear it will never leave me But I fear it will never leave me I need to rid myself of resentment and every last bit of it If I'm going to live up to the things I've written I need to clear my mind of this anger and all the rage that I've held near If I'm going to live up to the words I've spoken Letting go, just let it go I know, I know Letting go, just let it go I know, I know Letting go, just let it go I know, I know Letting go, just let it go I know I know I need to let go of everything that has Ever made me think of myself better I'm not better than anyone else Of anything that's filled me with anger That I have taken out on everyone else These demons will never leave me I can only find ways to not let them out These demons will never leave me But I control them Not the other way around