[00:02.24] All along I was scared to breathe [00:04.32] So afraid that the world was gonna leave me behind [00:08.71] In the dark, I refused to see [00:11.58] That I was barely alive [00:14.40] It's such a bitter pill to swallow [00:16.95] But I learned to call it reality [00:19.85] I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up [00:22.65] I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery [00:24.83] [00:48.15] All along I refused to believe [00:50.28] Paranoid that my fear already left me to die [00:53.42] In the end, when I stopped, I could see [00:56.12] That I was feeding the lie [00:58.13] Caught in between another time and place [01:01.38] When no one cared to know my name [01:03.93] Feels like it's never enough [01:06.00] When is it ever enough? [01:07.52] I build it up just to tear it back down again [01:10.53] Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender [01:22.58] I'm the worst at letting go [01:26.97] To the scars I loved the most [01:31.05] Will they bury me, bury me now? [01:35.39] Running from the worst in me [01:39.63] Left me broken, wondering [01:43.67] Will they bury me, bury me now? [01:49.43] [02:09.56] It's such a bitter pill to swallow [02:12.15] But I learned to call it reality [02:15.03] I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up [02:17.66] I didn't wanna wake up [02:19.44] It's such a bitter pill to swallow [02:23.20] But I learned to call it reality [02:26.16] I didn't wanna wake up, I didn't wanna wake up [02:28.87] I didn't wanna wake up and miss the misery [02:31.80] [02:43.41] I hold the key to escaping my reality [02:48.58] I hold the key to creating my identity [02:54.63] [03:03.05] I build it up just to tear it back down again [03:05.61] Fighting fate only to surrender, only to surrender [03:18.23] I'm the worst at letting go [03:22.11] To the scars I loved the most [03:26.27] Will they bury me, bury me now? [03:30.49] Running from the worst in me [03:34.69] Left me broke and wondering [03:38.89] Will they bury me, bury me now? [03:43.02] Will they bury me, bury me now? [03:47.33] They won't bury me, bury me now [03:52.48]