Slow Burn

I never give myself the time to heal I bury all my flaws and failures so it won't feel real Don't wanna think about what I regret But now I think that I'm too deep, I'm in over my head I admit, I'm a mess Nothing's picture perfect I confess, I've misled Thought it'd all be worth it But now I see that I've been holding back The things that I should've felt all along I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself And finally let it hurt No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn I know I'm not who I'm supposеd to be I've got skelеtons in closets, locked away, and lost the keys But now I'm working on a better me But being honest with myself is so much harder than it seems I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself And finally let it hurt No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn Now I see that I've been holding back The things that I should've felt all along I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself And finally let it hurt (Let it hurt) No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn Make sure I feel everything 'Cause I'll never learn If I don't face myself And finally let it hurt No matter what's killing me I stay numb to everything I wanna feel the slow burn