Give Up My Ghost

Tongue-twisted lines, bitter symphony I'll be the trustworthy side to my suffering I've got a hit list for this sickness So don't try to fucking sell me on a deathwish Why? I've been here once before 'Cause I've been fighting all my life It's all the same, I wasted all my time in hopes to get it right Severed all my ties, and now I know where to go There's so much they don't know Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever Too hard to take, feels like I'm worlds away I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate I should've known, should've known they were sick of me Led me to play selfish games for the sympathy I went insane, turned my allies into enemies Then fucking left them a problematic awkward status 'Cause I've been fighting all my life It's all the same, I wasted all my time in hopes to get it right Severed all my ties, and now I know where to go There's so much they don't know Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever Too hard to take, feels like I'm worlds away I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate I always felt like a throwaway ever since I can remember. Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever Forget my name I put myself on display, tried not to show the pain Inside of me, side of me no one ever sees A side of me, side of me that no one would believe Maybe you're all just too late, there's nothing left to take There's a side of me, side of me no one ever sees A side of me, a side of me believes that Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever Too hard to take, feels like I'm worlds away I don't wanna go this alone, it's now or never Too hard to say so I suffocate, suffocate I always felt like a throwaway ever since I can remember Maybe I should give up my ghost and live forever, forever, forever