Fake

You wear that smile like a crown of thorns Every word you speak is already worn I gave you my ribs, you asked for the bone Now I sit in the wreckage, alone on the throne You said "trust the process" – I trusted too deep Now I'm drowning in promises you couldn't keep And I'm so fucking sick of the way you lie With your hands in the air and your diamond eyes You're so fake, fake, fake Pull the knife out, watch me break You're a beautiful fucking mistake And I hope you choke on the lies you make Fake... fake Fake... fake... fake Fake... fake Fake... fake Tick tick-tock click-clack talk shit watch your back You a Photoshop queen in a cracked Kodak I been running through the mud with my demons attached You been polishing your mask while I'm pulling the cracks Double-time, spit rhyme, fuck your fake peace sign You a cheap gold line in a real war crime I don't trust a word, nah, not a single verb You could swear on your mother, but I already heard You build your little altars with borrowed belief Then cry holy water when I hand you the grief I saw you change your face like a thumb through a screen Now you're shocked I don't recognize what you've never been I gave you my chaos, you sold it as art Told the whole world you fixed my broken heart But the stitches were yours – yeah, you pulled every thread Left me hollow in a hospital bed named after your head So fuck your apology, fuck your performance You're a stage with no actor, a door with no floor, yeah I walked through your fire and came out the other side Still standing. Still bleeding. Still fucking alive Я смотрел, как ты училась врать без сожаления Каждое твое "люблю" - это псевдооткровение Ты просила веру, я построил храм из нервных нитей Ты пришла с огнём в этом хаосе событий Твоя правда — это сценарий без репетиций Я в нём статист, которого можно вырезать из титров Ты не сломала меня — я сам рассыпался в ладонях Просто я понял, что вся твоя нежность - игра и ничего кроме боли! Так не надо обещаний. Не надо фальшивых слёз Ты хотела монстра? Он проснулся. Это всерьёз! Я запомнил каждую трещину, что ты называла «мы» Теперь собираю осколки без твоей лживой тьмы FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! (Бестия лживой тьмы) FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! FAKE! (Now choke down the stairs) No more roses. No more prayers You built this hell. Now choke down the stairs You wanted a puppet? You wanted a pet? Look what you broke! And don't you forget You're so fake, fake, fake Pull the knife out, watch me break You're a beautiful fucking mistake And I hope you choke on the lies you make One day you'll wake up And the mask won't come back And nobody will clap And you'll finally be real Too real... Fake