Disease (The Blackbird Session)

If I fall again, will it be the end? I know it's wrong, you think I'm strong, but I just pretend Is it taking over, will it bury me? Or will clarity become the cure for my disease? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Stuck at the surface, not making progress Falling apart, well, I'm trying my hardest Looking for answers, finding a rope Is the noose getting tighter? I'm losing control Will the end make me whole again? It's like holding on when my grip is lost I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost Is it taking over, will it bury me? Or will clarity become the cure for my disease? I'm getting older, still, lost as ever Faking a smile while I bury the pressure Why does this happen? I should be fine But I can't shake the feeling, I'm living a lie Will the end make me whole again? It's like holding on when my grip is lost I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost Is it taking over, will it bury me? Or will clarity become the cure for my disease? If I fall again, will it be the end? I know it's wrong, you think I'm strong, but I just pretend Is it taking over, will it bury me? Or will clarity become the cure for my disease? Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh-oh It's like holding on when my grip is lost I still feed my insecurity when I know the cost Is it taking over, will it bury me? Or will clarity become the cure for my disease?