Afterall (The Blackbird Session)

I must be doing this all wrong Should be happy but I'm searching for the voice I lost Guess I'm just human after all, all I woke up with the same dark feeling Head on the ground and my thoughts on the ceiling Another dream where the light is burning out I don't know what to chase, my hope is erased I look at myself and I don't know my own face Just got fixed and I'm already breaking down How do I feel when my wounds aren't healing? Why do I stop when I start believing? I must be doing this all wrong Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why Puts my head in overdrive I thought I had this figured out I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost Guess I'm just human after all, all You're no good, suck it up and change it The way you feel is a little outdated You'll never change and we'd rather hear the lie I don't know what to say, I'm never okay I try to dig deep and there's nothing but pain I'm singing my songs but the words just don't relate It's hard to live when my wounds aren't healing Why do I stop when I start believing? I must be doing this all wrong Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why Puts my head in overdrive I thought I had this figured out I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost Guess I'm just human after all, all There's not an ounce of hope inside of me I wanna die before I fade away I must be doing this all wrong Should be happy but I'm searching for the reasons why Puts my head in overdrive I thought I had this figured out I should scream but I'm still searching for the voice I lost Guess I'm just human after all, all Guess I'm just human after all