Forgot How To Dream (feat. K.Flay)

Why can't I be myself when I'm by myself? I'm only nervous alone, what did I settle for? Just a metaphor of something that felt like a home Black ivy, I'm so lost, come find me wandering Used to be reliable, now I'm liable For promises I couldn't keep I was a little kid, I was different The war is alive as we sleep All day I shut my mind, just days behind Guess I forgot how to dream Guess I forgot how to dream Think that I'm losing it, I'm confusing things That I used to keep in a light Why can't I trust myself, learn to love myself? They say it's a sign of the times Don't leave me, oh my mind won't stay easy, easy I've been along for the ride, but I haven't been driving Haven't used my eyes in a minute, swear I'm sincere But the weed and the Internet clouded my vision These lights make it hard just to Sit in or live in the skin that I got Turn into something I'm not I'm looking at photos of people looking at the cloud Guess I forgot how to dream Guess I forgot how to dream Guess I forgot how to dream, dream, dream Guess I forgot how to dream, dream, dream, dream