[00:16.12] Look [00:17.62] Self-awareness, pride's a coat, and yes, I like to wear it [00:20.37] Buttoned up, don't like to let no air in [00:22.16] With a pair of gloves that I hope doesn't perish [00:24.24] I discovered, though, when I get holes in them [00:26.56] And I let joy in, I'm in higher spirits [00:28.61] My mistakes are like a screamin' parrot [00:30.66] Just repeating lyrics, I can barely bear it when I'm lost [00:33.58] Road is narrow, I'm lookin' down it like a gun's barrel [00:36.66] Aren't we all searchin' for the serum [00:38.75] That could help us breathe and leave our state of peril? [00:40.73] All of us have made defensive scarecrows [00:42.74] That we scatter 'round our fields and treat like heroes [00:44.80] When they scare away the things that we should cherish [00:47.08] 'Cause we're too embarrassed to admit the fear is that we're lost [00:49.84] Yeah, but what does it matter? I get so combative [00:51.59] Inside of me's a personal canvas, the paint can be splattered [00:54.03] Get messy when I start to get rattled [00:55.28] The heart of a savage, I'm quiet when I lurk in the shadows [00:57.01] But somethin' don't add up, I don't wanna be overdramatic [00:58.76] But look at the data, it's obvious that humans are fragile [01:00.95] We tend to get mad at the ones that call us out [01:02.86] But the fact is we need someone that'll be honest when we fly off the handle [01:05.03] I admit I throw a fit when I begin to unravel [01:07.45] Keep my wits, been off the grid but now I'm back in the saddle [01:09.53] My intent is not to rent, I like to own what I value [01:11.42] I could sit here on the fence or maybe pick up the paddle [01:13.64] I like to row against the current, that's the way that I travel [01:15.50] Opposite of what the grain does, got the brain of a rebel [01:17.60] Take initiative, I'm diligent on every level [01:19.71] I never could settle, I like to keep my foot on the pedal, yeah [01:22.22] I'd love to pack arenas and all [01:24.03] But what I really wanna do is learn to handle my thoughts [01:25.99] And put the reins on 'em, show 'em I'm the one that's the boss [01:27.88] And pull 'em back when they get out of hand, I'm breakin' they jaws [01:30.07] I'm takin' the flaws that told me I could never evolve [01:32.05] Then pull a Bane on 'em, ask 'em, "Oh, you think you're in charge?" [01:34.10] You oughta know better, ain't no way around it, I'm flawed [01:36.23] The traits that I want, they say I can't afford what it cost [01:38.34] But I (I), manifested this [01:40.26] Failing's how you grow and learn your lessons, kids [01:42.39] Take the worst and try to make the best of it [01:44.38] 'Cause when you fail, just know that it's a test and if [01:46.50] You can learn to pick yourself back up again [01:48.59] And train your brain to not be such a pessimist [01:50.56] It's okay to make mistakes, just don't forget that [01:52.94] There's a high road but I skip the exit when I'm lost [01:57.69] Yeah [01:59.29] When I'm lost [02:03.13] When I'm lost (lost) [02:07.40] When I'm lost [02:09.27] When I'm lost (lost), lost [02:12.59] Wow, these burdens are heavy [02:14.77] And I'm hopin' it don't bury me [02:16.99] I used to be joyful and skip so merrily [02:18.34] But now I'm too cautious and tip toe carefully [02:20.60] My mind left and it's nowhere to be found [02:22.92] Am I a big old parody? [02:24.49] 'Cause it's no fair to me [02:25.51] And now I'm at the point where I'm spending a grand a week on hypnotherapy [02:27.52] Look, I'm tryna wash away my sins [02:29.90] I got a group of loved ones that ain't my friends [02:31.73] And if I ever take an L, then they might grin [02:33.46] And they all wanna see me stay in the cage I'm in [02:35.40] So when it comes to anybody, there's no trust for no one [02:38.42] Man, so what? My whole plan's to go nuts [02:40.43] My shoulders ready for more shrugs, I'm gon' judge [02:42.35] Anybody tryna enter my circle with no love (hold up) [02:44.22] My sanity's gone, I'd rather be torn from this planet they planted me on [02:47.46] Yes, that's a reward, I'm actually bored with having a sore heart [02:49.60] It's torn apart from a family that I don't have anymore (now hol' up) [02:52.89] I was livin' so oblivious with millions, it really was a pity, huh? (A pity, huh?) [02:57.05] It's kinda funny what a penny does, mixed in with a mini buzz (I feel stuck) [03:00.58] Life's got me by the neck, with a blade against it (what?) [03:03.09] 'Cause I was runnin' late for the train and missed it (what?) [03:05.25] The only thing I feel is pain and vengeance (what?) [03:07.54] So I'ma act out like a raging misfit (what?) [03:09.54] And every verse I lay gon' stay sadistic (yeah) [03:11.64] You wanna hate me? Good, great, terrific (good) [03:13.34] You'll never see the day where my anger's dismissed [03:15.48] You better go and change your wishlist 'cause I [03:17.14] Yeah, manifested this [03:19.91] Do not treat me like some adolescent kid [03:21.67] I am praying to the Lord with the book of James [03:23.92] Hopin' he gon' add my testament [03:25.92] This dark cloud, that's my residence [03:27.94] Demons knockin', I don't have to let 'em in [03:30.16] I done made mistakes, day to day, you probably can't relate [03:32.87] I just ain't the same when I'm lost [03:34.89] Yeah [03:37.38] When I'm lost (when I'm, yeah) [03:41.02] When I'm lost (lost) [03:42.02] When I'm lost [03:43.08] When I'm lost (lost), lost [03:44.78]