Melt Session #1

Yo Take a ride on my train of thought, fundamentals what I bought Penniless, I await the emptiness enlightened Twenty-six years on Earth, my soul fighting Habits that ain't happen, my body has took a liken To my lifestyle, battling stress the size of Goliath Slingshots plus hard rocks, these stones getting thrown My temptations are amplified when I get alone Tried to separate the action from the man I wholeheartedly understand why I need to grow even though I'm grown If I did you wrong, I vow to make it right Judge me off appearance, it was said to me, I'm impolite Eyes remain in freeze mode, I'm stuck in fight-or-flight I'm deflecting my daily problems within my daily life Recognize hidden patterns of my own demise Why I feel like hiding a truth is finding a lie? Dealt with thoughts of suicide, women I've objectified Couldn't see it through my eyes so for that, I apologize I'm just hypnotized, working hard to empathize Strung out on love addiction and groupies when souls collide I've been this way since the day I turned six I've been touched before, way before I touched my— Now I'm almighty pushing through the pain The almighty cushion to the flame The birds and burning bushes in my brain I had to make an effort, double overtime to change Had to journal my journey and mistakes I made on the way Manipulation to get what I want Getting very distant after I got what I need Writing rap and wisdom, whiskey, women, wars and weed Narrating all these conflicts, then top it off with greed I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' Me and my so-called best friends don't speak often Blaming me for everything when they can't point fingers at they selves, so be grateful I offered the help Being aware is my definition of melt My eyes eating perfections within myself Cracked images, bad luck, and broken mirrors Funny how I see in permanent so clearer I dedicate this to the ones I hurt It's time to get my spirit right on earth Before my sins become a evil curse Conquer thirst, can't revert to who I was at first I channel God through this verse Accountability, I take responsibility For all my actions, I packed them in these soliloquies Just because we're not friends don't mean we're enemies Thank you all for listening, sending y'all with good energy Melt I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep walkin' I keep walkin', I keep walkin', I keep, melt