[00:10.05] I don't know what I was thinking [00:12.20] Leaving my child behind [00:14.43] Now I suffer the curse and now I am blind [00:19.58] With all this anger, guilt and sadness [00:22.36] Coming to haunt me forever [00:24.56] I can't wait for the cliff at the end of the river [00:29.83] Is this revenge I am seeking? [00:32.05] Or seeking someone to avenge me? [00:34.54] Stuck in my own paradox, I wanna set myself free [00:39.21] Maybe I should chase and find [00:42.07] Before they'll try to stop it [00:44.37] It won't be long before I'll become a puppet [00:49.42] It's been so long [00:51.88] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster [00:55.76] To the man behind the slaughter [00:59.21] Since you've been gone [01:01.54] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder [01:05.72] The sanity of your mother [01:09.70] [01:29.88] I wish I lived in the present [01:31.10] With the gift of my past mistakes [01:34.39] But the future keeps luring in like a pack of snakes [01:39.20] Your sweet little eyes, your little smile is all I remember [01:44.42] Those fuzzy memories mess with my temper [01:49.43] Justification is killing me [01:51.99] But killing isn't justified [01:54.35] What happened to my son? I'm terrified [01:59.35] It lingers in my mind [02:01.51] And the thought keeps on getting bigger [02:04.49] I'm sorry my sweet baby, I wish I've been there [02:09.23] It's been so long [02:11.88] Since I last have seen my son lost to this monster [02:15.65] To the man behind the slaughter [02:19.23] Since you've been gone [02:21.61] I've been singing this stupid song so I could ponder [02:25.63] The sanity of your mother [02:27.18]