COUNTING NIGHTS

Too many nights Too many nights Let's go I been losin' sleep for the last five days Chasin' shadows in the hallways She said I'm different now, I'm not the same I said the money changed me, not the game Too many nights I was by myself Too many fights, I was in my hell Too many times I ignored the signs Now I'm starin' at the ceilin', losin' my mind She want the old me back, I can't find him She want the love we had, I can't find it I'm in the studio at 4 AM Tryna turn the pain into an anthem Too many nights, too many nights I was countin' money, she was countin' lights Too many nights, too many nights I was chasin' dreams, she was chasin' fights Too many nights, too many nights Too many I can't get 'em back, I can't make it right Too many nights, too many nights Too many I'm still wakin' up in the middle of the night I been on the road, I been on a wave I been in a zone they can't penetrate She said, Why you never come home no more? I said, Baby, I'm just tryna build a door Trap house to the penthouse, that's the story All the sacrifices, now I'm searchin' for the glory But the glory don't feel like they said it would When you're standin' at the top and you're still in the hood I got too many ghosts in my rearview Too many folks that I'm still true Too many nights I was dead broke Now the only thing that's breakin' is the smoke Can we go back? Can we go back? To the days when we didn't know that The world was cold and the love was fake And the only thing real was the time we'd take Can we go back? Can we go back? I'm askin' questions that I can't unpack Too many nights Yeah yeah yeah! Too many! TOO MANY! Too many nights, too many nights Too many! I was countin' money, she was countin' lights Countin' lights! Too many nights, too many nights Too many! I was chasin' dreams, she was chasin' fights Chasin' fights! Too many nights, too many nights Yeah! I can't get 'em back, I can't make it right Make it right! Too many nights, too many nights I'm still wakin' up in the middle of the night Too many nights Too many, too many In the middle of the night Too many nights Wakin' up Wakin' up, wakin' up Too many nights