Misery

When you leave I can see what I used to be In your car, turned the key, but it wouldn't start I lost a piece of myself Trapped inside this living hell I can't escape destiny My misery loves company And if I fall apart, torn and scarred Can I find myself? And if I can't restart, light the dark Will this ever heal? No, I won't be, and I won't feel alone anymore And I won't let the sea swallow me I can find my peace in misery Wide awake, I still dream in a vivid shade Crimson eyes and a face that glows pale white It cost me years I never had I measure pain in milligrams I pushed away the sympathy My misery can't cope with me And if I fall apart, torn and scarred Can I find myself? And if I can't restart, light the dark Will this ever heal? No, I won't be, and I won't feel alone anymore And I won't let the sea swallow me I can find my peace in misery I've climbed the tallest mountain and I still can't see I've pushed the greatest boulder, it's rolling back on me A question with no answer, I'm lost eternally I try to buy the truth, but you sold the lies to me And if I fall apart, torn and scarred Can I find myself? And if I can't restart, light the dark Will this ever heal? No I won't be, and I won't feel alone anymore So I'll just let the breeze scatter me I can find my peace in misery I can find my peace in misery I can find my peace in misery