Autopilot

Take it, take it, take-take it all away I can't feel my feet again, trying to fly away Broke the chains around my neck But every time I get close, I feel a knot in my throat So I stay lost and I take off I'm on autopilot, turbulence inside my head Crash into the ocean, I'll be better when I'm dead Now it makes me wonder why I even breathe at all And I'm bracing for the fall I'm weightless, cascading Counting down the seconds I'm awake So take it, take it, take-take it all away Pulse racing, escaping Breaking out and rattling the cage Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave Now you really think you have it all Bought me with a diamond and some alcohol I'll break it in a million pieces, I don't wanna see it again (see it again) No one ever calls you on your shit You're a fucking liar, you're a narcissist And you're gonna see I've been gentle, babe But now I'm gonna let it out I'm weightless, cascading Counting down the seconds I'm awake So take it, take it, take-take it all away Pulse racing, escaping Breaking out and rattling the cage Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave Pull me aside, tell me how I've failed you I'll try to make it right, like I always do Hear the sounds but never listen Look around but still I miss it This is the way it's always been Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted? Is it just like you thought out? And on the best days, it's still a dark place And all my thoughts are going sideways (This is the way it's always been) Is this who you wanna be? Is this who you wanna be? I'm weightless, cascading Counting down the seconds I'm awake So take it, take it, take-take it all away Pulse racing, escaping Breaking out and rattling the cage Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave (I'm on autopilot, turbulence inside my head) I'm weightless (Crash into the ocean, I'll be better when I'm dead) Take it, take it, take-take it all away Keep waiting (now it makes me wonder why I even breathe at all) Take it, take it, take-take it to my grave (I'm bracing for the fall)