Plastic Lester

He tugs the pulley deep in my head I hate you when I go to sleep, I'll see you in my bed I'll take your money, I'll make amends I'll reason with evil, I'll use different words instead I'll read expressions, I'll bear your lies I'll pretend to listen just so I can spend the night I feel stupid, I feel ugly, I feel nothing at all This push and shove, I've had enough, I know one day I will fall You can't tell me that I'm pretty without me denying I'm immature, you reassure, baby, I know you're trying