[00:06.42] I hide behind my madness [00:09.26] Outside, inside, I'm damaged [00:12.23] Suicide, it might get tragic [00:15.12] Maybe it's a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream [00:17.85] Every time I look at me [00:20.30] I try so hard but I can't seem [00:23.20] To find a shred of decency [00:26.41] But maybe it's a good thing, it's a good thing [00:29.52] Addicted to my sadness [00:32.33] Just another of my bad, bad habits [00:35.59] This shit gets hard to manage [00:38.38] Manic-depressive, sociopathic [00:41.37] I attract mistakes like a magnet [00:44.05] Chase pussy like I'm playing in traffic [00:47.00] 'Til I crash it, end up in a casket [00:49.93] Maybe it's a good thing, is anybody listening? (Yeah) [00:53.24] Double fisting, driving like I'm drifting (Yeah) [00:55.86] Drunk, spinning on a couch, bitch, I'm Rick James (Yeah) [00:58.79] Half demon, half saint, that's a split-screen [01:01.68] Glad to be insane, mad for existing [01:04.60] I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe [01:07.09] I'm ever gonna find a better part of me [01:10.26] I'm showing out, only what they see [01:12.74] I'm always running circles when I try to leave [01:15.79] This broken soul, but I can't let go [01:20.89] And I lose control when I'm on my own again [01:28.33] My childhood never lasted [01:30.90] My pain is everlasting [01:33.96] I'm flying, but I'm crashing [01:36.79] Maybe it's a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream [01:39.67] When it's all in front of me [01:42.19] I make a mess of everything [01:45.14] I fuck it up in spite of me [01:47.80] Maybe it's a good thing, it's a good thing [01:51.41] There's a hell at the bottom of the well [01:53.79] Where I drown to myself and the drugs won't help [01:56.81] Swimming in my troubles but I'm not Michael Phelps [01:59.62] Ain't no medals for the double, ain't no winning so I dealt [02:02.50] Strapped to a Kamikaze plane, killing Nazis [02:06.03] Decking paparazzi, the cops can't stop me [02:08.85] Not even the government want problems with my posse [02:11.80] Sixteen shots, got 'em shook like Mobb Deep [02:14.82] Send a SWAT team, I'm too fly to swat me (Yeah) [02:17.62] Let the block beat, swinging like I'm Rocky (Yeah) [02:20.85] With my back against the wall, you couldn't box me [02:23.52] Live fast, get cash, car crash, die free [02:26.56] I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe [02:29.30] I'm ever gonna find a better part of me [02:32.19] I'm showing out, only what they see [02:35.15] I'm always running circles when I try to leave [02:37.88] This broken soul, but I can't let go [02:43.20] And I lose control when I'm on my own again [02:49.79]