i against i

So it's me against myself So I guess you really wouldn't understand What it's like to be me In this fucked up world With a fucked-up past Don't want to feel anything again Promise me this You'll still carry my name What I'd do to never lose you Oh it's such a scary thought From such a scary place Oh what I wouldn't do Oh what I wouldn't do Anything could be true Just tell me It all meant something more Just tell me It's more that I can hope for Just tell me that It meant something more That it meant more that I can hope for So it's me against myself And I guess you really wouldn't understand What it's like to be me In this fucked up world With a fucked-up past Don't want to feel anything again Your pain is mine Where the fuck do you think it came from Where does the sadness come from When does the sadness go away When does it go What I'd do to never lose you Oh it's such a scary thought From such a scary place Oh what I wouldn't do Oh what I wouldn't do Anything could be true Where does the sadness come from When does the sadness go away