I MIGHT SELF DESTRUCT

Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground I seen better days and I'm in the haze Every step I make is through another barricade And I've beared the fame and I built my lane And I'm looking for peace through a pair of frames Got memories chained to my person Fuck everybody, move clear, I'm searching Soul feels like it's been refurbished 13 ghosts 'round the corridor lurking Like a serpent Found the bourbon Take another sip into the blackout curtain Tell me what I gotta do I gotta make it through another day Without me hearing all the bluebirds chirping Where did they go? Where do they fly? I'm needing the consolation With nothing to prove, but so much to hide I'm buried in contemplation Yeah, I'm here right now, but I fear tomorrow I can hear the sounds of all the sirens near, they follow I won't let you down and that's a promise I will keep But when I look into the mirror, there's someone else staring back at me Shawty been there, been there day one I was so numb, no animation Couldn't make a getaway I couldn't say nothin' She brought me to health and I made my money Now I lost you, cannot go back Had to let you go, couldn't call that Didn't want any collateral damage Please understand while I wrap this bandage The man I've become is the man on the run Abandoned the sun but the burners they won Like animatronics, they weighing a ton The serpent unbroken, the hero unsung When I found you, I knew that I would have more time to go back Re-wire, riddin' my Prozac I'm grateful, I hope you know that Save myself from myself Collecting dust up like a shelf I been filled with rage and made mistakes On my way to find what could help When I fell I couldn't tell what made me fall I been put up in a cell, waiting for the next call I been lookin' so frail, but a lil' more tall If I don't prevail, I know, I gave it my all Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground Turn that crown upside down Through your chest on the ground