[00:33.85] Hold me now, I need to feel relief [00:42.34] Like I never wanted anything [00:50.72] I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to [01:00.25] I'm so ashamed of defeat [01:08.61] And I'm out of reason to believe in me [01:17.29] I'm out of trying to get by [01:25.67] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me [01:34.18] I don't belong here and I'm not well [01:42.54] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living [01:51.09] Right on the wrong side of it all [01:59.52] [02:15.53] I can't face myself when I wake up and look inside a mirror [02:24.96] I'm so ashamed of that thing [02:32.47] I suppose I'll let it go 'til I have something more to say for me [02:41.91] I'm so afraid of defeat [02:50.35] And I'm out of reason to believe in me [02:58.86] I'm out of trying to define [03:07.23] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me [03:15.78] I don't belong here and I'm not well [03:24.15] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living [03:32.79] Right on the wrong side of it all [03:41.58] [03:57.13] Hold me now, I need to feel complete [04:05.55] Like I matter to the one I need [04:14.98] I'm so afraid of the gift you give me [04:23.65] I don't belong here and I'm not well [04:31.94] I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living [04:40.44] Right on the wrong side of it all [04:46.68] Now I'm ashamed of this [04:54.26] I am so ashamed of this [05:02.55] Now I'm so ashamed of me [05:11.37] I am so ashamed of me [05:22.53]