Starting Over

(Down) (Down) Yeah, yeah (Down) (Down) They say there's always a silver lining But nothing's shining now (oh) The rut that I'm in is ever widening And I've been trying not to drown There's fire in my blood What am I becoming? Always running away There's fire in my blood So I'm starting over Watching it all burn down (down) Down (down) Down Yeah, yeah Lately I've been living in a state of panic (yeah) Got a new disease, got me going manic (crazy) I need an antidote, I'm stuck in a kaleidoscope Or maybe it's the feeling like I'll never do it on my own I'm feeling 'pressed, I'm just in distress (yeah) I feel my spirit sinking, feel it in my chest Hard to connect, Russian roulette (yeah) Keep on playing with the devil that's inside my hеad Finding everything I'm trying Hasn't made a difference like I thought it would have (would have) So sick of lying, not sure I can stomach it Everything I thought I was is starting to die There's fire in my blood What am I becoming? Always running away There's fire in my blood So I'm starting over Watching it all burn down (Depressed, so stressed) (Depressed, so stressed) Down Down There's fire in my blood What am I becoming? Always running away There's fire in my blood So I'm starting over Watching it all burn down (down) Down (down) Down