Tryna' shake the devil off my back 'Cause he's looking for revenge I've been living on the edge But does it even matter in the end? Love is seduction, pain is destruction Guess feeling something is better than nothing Someone should warn me the storm that is coming No one's around to let me know that I'm out of time Now I'm walking around with an umbrella waiting for rain I'm applying the pressure, being patient, waiting for change Drinking bottles and models, tell my baby I can't explain How to deal with my problems if I don't I'm gonna go insane Now they all know my name, fell in love with the pain Now they fear the change, you know I live through tragedy It's always attached to me, I lost hope when I saw casualties Tell me how to act, tell me if you need something from me Show me how I look, show me something I have never seen Come through in a limousine, shake shit up then I flee the scene Let's go to the in between, when you hear this song you'll think of me Jealousy I see it all of the time Loyalty is something I'm trying to find Told me you love me, you told me a lie Hoping that no one could never see this side of mine Then when I'm thinking if I will survive Suicide living in the back of my mind I feel alive but I'm ready to die, lost who I loved cause I lied When I lost my mind, I was losing myself When I lost my friend, I was screaming for help When she broke my heart, I was going through hell Now I changed my life, ain't you mad I can't tell Remember me and what I told you Remember me the one you loved once upon a pretty time You were across the room, and we locked eyes Then we talked through the night I can't never sleep 'cause my dreams alive ('Cause my dreams alive) ('Cause my dreams alive) (My dreams alive) (My dreams alive) (Oooh, oooh, oooh, oooh) Tryna' shake the devil off my back 'Cause he's looking for revenge I've been living on the edge Does it even matter in the end? Love is seduction, pain is destruction Guess feeling something is better than nothing Someone should warn me the storm that is coming No one's around to let me know that I'm out of time