Vermilion, Pt. 2

She seemed dressed in all of me Stretched across my shame All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now, I don't know what to do I don't know what to do when she makes me sad She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable She's a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do I don't know what to do when she makes me sad But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I catch in my throat, choke Torn into pieces I won't, no I don't wanna be this But I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) I won't let this build up inside of me (I won't let this build up inside of me) (I won't let this build up inside of me) (I won't let this build up inside of me) She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me) I can't make her real (I won't let this build up inside of me) She isn't real (I won't let this build up inside of me) I can't make her real