i want war (BUT I NEED PEACE)

Time too precious and my patience thin My mind and my soul is the weapon And every failure was a lesson It's time to stop blocking these blessings See, I just wanna grow into my greatness I wish I had the time that you've taken 'Cause I got needs, yeah, I got needs I want war, but I need peace And they kept on calling me crazy But maybe that's how God made me Take a look at what you made me Calling me crazy, that's what you made me Look at the mess I got myself in (ooh) I don't wanna get numb to the feeling Will all of my sins be forgiven? Hope you pin me to the wall like a painting (ooh) I just want a kiss on my neck, warm I just want some head and a few wet kisses To make it all better Ripped up my old love letters Tick tock, you got me fed up Used up your chances, held my heart for ransom And now a new man treat me better than you did Get my pussy wetter than you did You know it could have been you and me That's all that I wanted it to be That's all that I wanted it to be But I got needs, yeah, I got needs I want war, but I need peace And you kept on calling me crazy But, baby, that's what you made me Take a look at what you made me Calling me crazy, that's what you made me