I can see the city lights From where I stand on the top floor And I'm not sure if I'm dead I raise my hands to clouds To check if heaven is with me now Cause the devil's in my bed She won't love me like she could She won't hold me like you would I bid this city goodnight And cover the street lights like my eyes When it's quiet I'll go I'm saying my sweetest goodbye Under billboards Of fastfoods and mobile phones Cause they don't treat me like they should Cause they don't need me like you would My toes curl clutched to the edge I'm filled up with regret Could you forgive me yet? Would you know if I fell From this hotel?