Crazy (feat. PnB Rock)

I'm going crazy I'm going out of my head It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm goin' go through the haze I can't stop staring out my window Chopper and my pistol I'm going out of my head, head I'm exhausted, last night I lost it Let the homie's get loose I'm sure Ima get the lawsuit, Nana called My granddaddy coughing up blood Got an infection, the cycle of life just sucks I bet when he die, she die, just because They been together 60 years, that's what they call love Paid for my first cousin wedding, over 200 grand Then two kids and six years later, he's the wrong man I woke up this morning, really wasn't feeling myself Thought about suicide, but me, I ain't killing myself My cousin Corey shot his girlfriend Then shot himself in the head Before I shoot myself, I'm shooting everyone else kid My head aching, my hands shaking, I'm sweating bullets And it ain't even hot in this bitch, I'm going through it My mind playing tricks on me, I mean, shit homie I might need a strait jacket fit for me It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm goin' go through the haze I can't stop staring out my window Chopper and my pistol I'm going out of my head, head My favorite uncle Roc got twisted 'Til that liquor gave him sugar Had complications once or twice That shit fucked up his liver, to me he's still the man Cause see me, I still remember that lil' snorkel He bought me to stay warm that December I was sleeping in the basement, the window had a draft Even with the electric heater, I was freezing my ass I got some money now, so if I die before him Ima leave it to him, he can have a fine nurse Put that insulin needle to him Called my son twice, he ain't picking up the phone And Banks, me and him don't even talk no more You know 'cause of me, he ain't never have to sell crack Never used no knife, or had to squeeze no strap But if I go tonight, I bet you I'm hellbound For cocaine distribution and letting off MAC rounds Home invasion robberies, we ran in that crack house Took them niggas paper and all of they packs out It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm goin' go through the haze I can't stop staring out my window Chopper and my pistol I'm going out of my head, head Then I was in the second row The second time Em married Kim Looking at Proof like "How much you think this gon' cost them?" Feels like a set up, Shaniqua's being nice to me I rather a nigga just put a knife in me Than go through the emotions The confusion and commotions Never die down in my head, they keep going It feels like I'm God's punching bag on occasions Amazing, on other days I feel like I'm his favorite I never bite my tongue, I just call a spade a spade When life feeding me lemons, I just make lemonade My nana beat cancer, it came back for a rematch Life without my old girl, I couldn't see that My grandpa was the strongest Then he broke down and I broke down I looked around, like if shit go bad Now who am I gon' go to now? That was his partner See he knew everything about her Now he's saying he don't wanna live without her It feels like I'm going crazy Nothing can save me I'm goin' go through the haze I can't stop staring out my window Chopper and my pistol I'm going out of my head, head