Here It Comes Again

Pounding, it starts again. Hurting, oh where do I begin? Screaming, they dance around my head. Hoping, they'll maybe end up dead. Feeling it grab hold, what can I say? Feeling fucked up again, I've got to do this right. I can't fucking give in, I feel that I can fight. Can't I ever win, I'll keep it on my mind. Here it comes again! Silent it goes away. Patient oh really should I stay? Trying so hard to get ahead. Failure is often where I'm lead. Feeling it grab hold, what can I say? Feeling fucked up again, I've got to do this right. I can't fucking give in, I feel that I can fight. Can't I ever win, I'll keep it on my mind. Here it comes again! Oh, I must hold on. Oh, I won't be gone. Oh, I won't stop now. Oh, I don't know how. Why I can't hold on? Why I can't be gone? Why I can't stop now? Why I'm don't know how? Feeling it grab hold, what can I say? Feeling fucked up again, I've got to do this right. I can't fucking give in, I feel that I can fight. Can't I ever win, I'll keep it on my mind. Here it comes again!