So Far, so Good

Please forgive my negativity I think the panic got the best of me I never learned to cope with insecurity Point the finger if you want, but the guilt is erased You can't shake easily You bitched and moaned for your chance to show What you got to give, well shit, here you go Enough is enough, is my hate all you want from me? Take the reins and these scars you gave Will bear fruit at last and absorb the pain There are risks to play a gutter game like this It's either trialed my 12 or carried by 6 I shot myself in the foot again And I can't feel, can't feel anything I'm waiting for the falling rain to end So far, so good, I guess I never really got a chance To recognize the darker side of me that would give up my pride Dignity flawed by design More narcissist than I can hide Never quite devoted to the notion That it's noted that if either one of us attempt to climb You won't look up, and nor will I I'll keep my head high, and close my eyes Enough is enough, am I stuck in a memory? If I just get up, can I trust my integrity? Enough is enough, am I stuck in the gravity? If I just get up, can you trust in me mentally? I shot myself in the foot again And I can't feel, can't feel anything I'm waiting for the falling rain to end So far, so good, I guess I shot myself in the foot again And I can't feel, can't feel anything I'm waiting for the falling rain to end So far, so good, I guess Hey, why's gotta be so hard? Never gonna get this far I hate every little thing you say Now you're on your own, okay Every little thing you say, never be enough for me, okay Every little thing you say And now you're on your own I shot myself in the foot again And I can't feel, can't feel anything I'm waiting for the falling rain to end So far, so good, I guess I shot myself in the foot again And I can't feel, can't feel anything I'm waiting for the falling rain to end So far, so good I guess (so far, so good I guess) The falling rain to- So far, so good, I guess The falling rain to- So far, so good, I guess