Stay Close

The dreams not dead It's just stuck in my head They put me on meds To try to keep me in bed A visit from a friend Gets me smiling again But pain never ends When I'm swallowing bread With death at my door step Any regrets I thought about my girls Last night and I wept Why me god Oh, oh, oh my god Where did I go wrong It's on I'm not dead yet So I'm I sing this song Hold on, hold on Don't leave my side tonight Stay close till I close my eyes Like a hurricane life goes by I won't stress I'm not done yet Don't leave my side tonight Stay close till I close my eyes I never wanna say good bye Good bye Mom you were good to me Always saw the good in me Even when they couldn't see A diamond in the dirt beneath Life ain't fare, but dang I'm scared God heals I believe in prayer This room is small There's a smell in the air Like moth balls And the nurses they stare I'm writing this just in case, just in case I don't make it out This life don't waste I tell every kid that lifes a gift So go big, swing big and hit If I knew I'd a come this far I would of dreamed bigger Yeah I would of dreamed bigger Why me god Oh, oh, oh my god Where did I go wrong It's on I'm not dead yet So I'm I sing this song Hold on, hold on Don't leave my side tonight Stay close till I close my eyes Like a hurricane life goes by I won't stress I'm not done yet Don't leave my side tonight Stay close till I close my eyes I never wanna say good bye Good bye My last breath First step No cure yet More tests Can't flex I get undressed Healed or take me now Take me out I wanna fight Another round The best's yet to come Sticking to my guns Run, I wanna run Put my face in the sun Coming to a stand still Hands chilled Moment that a man feels Holding on I stand healed Don't leave my side tonight Stay close till I close my eyes Like a hurricane life goes by I won't stress I'm not done yet Don't leave my side tonight Stay close till I close my eyes I never wanna say good bye Good bye