summer's gone

Leave me out to dry and rot Obviously I cry a lot Want me to be what I am not Stuck in my head, I try a lot I can't quiet my thoughts, don't let them out this Pandora's box I ruined my weddin', now I wish I had a rope, so I could still tie the knot Leave my body cold as the north hangin' from the ceilin' fan, spinnin' in circles Die young, leave a beautiful chorus I know that it's selfish, but it ain't to hurt you I needed some peace from the war in my head, I've been fightin' for 20 years Way too much PTSD to smile about anything, even if I have veneers Only therapy that's workin' is when I'm on this microphone with my engineer These songs are the only way That I can communicate with you when I'm no longer here And fear of loneliness is solely responsible for why I ran everyone away Searchin' for paradise when I was already in it is why I got took away All I ask is if I make it to Heaven from this life, I don't have to press "replay" All I'm askin' you is after a life of sinnin' if it's ever too late to pray Leave me out to dry and rot Obviously I cry a lot Want me to be what I am not Stuck in my head, I try a lot Mm-mm, mm-mm, oh-oh-oh Mm-mm, oh-oh, mm-mm, oh-oh