CUM RAG

I wasted my youth in my bedroom alone Scared to live, am I ready to die? Relieve me of my phone World is sinking deeper, never been so eager to meet my maker Bitch, throw me away Bitch, I'm hollow, neck-deep in a bottle Yeah, people struggle, do anything for a dollar 1992 Chevy Impala swingin' through the block Yeah, got a bag of blues tucked in my socks Yeah Florida boy came out of the mud I am the hurricane, I am the flood To wash away everything that you might love Where is the bud? Put that smoke in my lungs I'm numb Needle in my vein take the pain away Fade away, feeling like Kobe at game day I am the roaches that hide in your walls I am the Boogeyman under the bed When I creep and I crawl with that heater I am the silhouette of the crypt keeper Glock hot like it has a fever Baby Bone, bitch, I don't give a fuck about you either Cancel cultures vultures on my dick Another day, another feminist Telling me I'm a scumbag, worthless cum rag Fuck boy just a disturbance When will I wake up and feel like I'm enough? I'm soul-searching, dick-deep in a bourbon Open up the curtains, can you see past the surface? I'm lookin' around, and I can see the world hurting Yeah, when will I wake up and feel like I'm not mush? I can smell my brain rot through the kush Took a tab of acid, turned into an octopus Middle finger to the media like '04 George Bush Cum rag, cum rag Cum rag, cum rag Cum rag, cum rag Cum rag Face to face with the reaper I'm wide awake, I taste the pain Blood rushing through my veins Panic episodes unfold, so many stories untold You never know who got it out for you, this world is so cold Your worth is only measured on success Fame, drugs, and sex, intellect is irrelevant Getting high off the medicine, the government endorsed Riding on the back of high horses Going off course, of course, I'm forced to show my hand That bleeds, just plant the seed inside of me I know so many kids in need I hope to be the voice for those who lack the company Set me free, let me be who I am I'm sick of feeling like nobody understands Undermine my mind, now my ego is dead Separate my soul from my body and head Yeah