Alright

I still avoid medication I'd rather take a vacation Drive around all of the outlets Buy things and later regret it Spend the whole week in Hawaii Fall asleep under the palm trees Down a whole bottle of whiskey Counting the people who hate me I don't know if I'll be alright What will it take to make this good? Oh, someone tell me it gets better Better, better, better Because for tonight, I'm just not alright What if I drove to you backwards? Jump in the shallow end headfirst Burn my emergency contact Run for the hills when it gets bad What if I never move out? I'd live in the basement my whole life I got the chills when I said that I never thought of a fallback I don't know if I'll be alright (alright) What will it take to make this good? Oh, someone tell me it gets better Better, better, better Because for tonight, I'm just not alright