COLD SHOULDER

Yeah Yeah Oh, no, no, no, no, no, no, no No, no, no I don't wanna live this life, yeah I don't wanna live this life, yeah Still I can't ever fucking cry I'ma suppress this shit 'til I die 'Til I die, yeah And it's fuck 'em Nigga, fuck 'em Nobody cares about your struggles All you pussy niggas rot in hell With all the people that you know so fucking well Nigga, fuck 'em all So many bitches, I can't fuck 'em all So many things to do but I done 'em all I used to like you now I wanna watch you fall I think that I've had enough Leave them niggas in my dust Is it love or is it lust? Seems like myself I cannot even trust She looks like she could be the one But one is never really fun I know it's fucked up, this ain't me I guess it's just what I've become Check it out I know I was born to be free This image I created makes me wonder If the people 'round me even like me The damage I done caused to all my loved ones I just wanna send a sincere apology As long as whatever happens you gon' take me back As long as whatever people say, you know the facts As long as you guys never turn your fucking back on me Because as emotionless as I may seem, you know I have them inside me It numbs the pain when she tells me, "Baby, I like you inside me" (You sick fuck) I think because the way I act so innocent is why they fantasize me They fantasize me I canceled all my plans tonight, uh Why don't you come on over? The image that I see is October Leaves falling off the trees Soon as you come inside the fucking crib Bend you over, plot twist I don't even know her This the first time we met, should we take it slower? Thought I'd leave the bullshit in the past, I'm getting older Know I said I'm sorry but I'm turning a cold shoulder Fuck everybody claiming that they love me You don't fucking love me You just love the motherfucking things I bring over Over and over and over, I cry for help But they just never show up Hey, lil' man it's me I know I've changed but I promise it's gon' be okay Just trust me, lil' nigga, you gon' always lead the way Just follow the path I paved I hope you're fucking happy