Somewhere Between Happiness and the Bottom of the Lake

I never got the chance to say goodbye Let alone spend a day with you without a fight in the months leading up to the end of your life We were both sick and bed-ridden, I remember that night Momma said "Daddy is gone" "I tried to wake him but he won't his skin was ice cold" Called 911 with my phone And with the blink of an eye my life changed I was grown How could you leave me alone? Fuck what I feel bitch you left my lil brother alone Momma sold all that she owns Just to take brother and make a new home in the north east Coast Yet again I'm alone Packed my belongings into my ford Taurus and watched Boy meets world in what was our family room (Never again will we sit all together!) (Never again will we all live together!) You're (Gone) (When you left I was free) (Yet you still haunting me) (Sitting in the dark inside these four white walls!) (And I keep) (Thinking about how everything is all my fault!) (And I think) (What happened to everything I thought I knew!?) (And I think) (Why should someone care if I don't!?)