methamphetamine blues

Nothin' here to care about (Y-Y-Y-Y-) Ooh, ooh What's that sound? (It's a smash) (Y-Y-Y-You did good, $lick) Ay, don't be askin' me how I've been, if you don't really care (let's go) I've been lookin' back, and you weren't really there (whoa) Walkin' in the rearview, haunted by your stare (ah-hah) Now I'm throwin' pills back until I feel you here (yeah) And they keep tellin' me to move on (move on) But I don't really know where to go, oh (go) I'm out somewhere in the unknown (the unknown) Yeah, but it don't feel as good as what I know, oh, oh (no), oh Ooh, I'm goin' 'round and 'round and 'round and 'round (I'm goin' 'round and 'round and 'round) Yeah, can't let you go, but I can let you down (wow) All I have left is the ghost of you (oh) Pills in my hand, I'm supposed to do (okay) In another world, I'm comin' home to you (yeah) They tell me to turn the page, I can barely turn the wheel (skrrt) I've been goin' insane since I looked behind the veil If it don't come with shame, then how'd I know it's real? (Yeah) You find God in pain, but I can barely feel (whoa) Steady believin' a lie that this time it'll be different (it'll be different) Promise I'll make some time, but always show up missin', yeah Beyond recognition (whoa) Yeah, headed for a grave (for a grave, yeah, ooh) They say help is just a day away (day away) I'm goin' 'round and 'round and 'round (whoa) Let's go get high before you go away (go get high, baby) Maybe these drugs will hold us down (shh) I can feel my eyes dilatin' (dilatin') Baby, promise me if I don't awaken (don't awaken) Baby, you'll be holdin' me while I'm decayin' (while I'm decayin') 'Cause I can't take no more of the- (can't take no more of the-) Can't take no more of the- (take no more of the-) Ay, don't be askin' me how I've been, if you don't really care (let's go) I've been lookin' back, and you weren't really there (whoa) Walkin' in the rearview, haunted by your stare (ah-hah) Now I'm throwin' pills back until I feel you here (yeah) And they keep tellin' me to move on, yeah (move on) But I don't really know where to go, oh (go) I'm out somewhere in the unknown (the unknown) Yeah, but it don't feel as good as what I know, oh, oh (no), oh Ooh, I'm goin' 'round and 'round and 'round and 'round (I'm goin' 'round and 'round and 'round) Yeah, can't let you go, but I can't let you down (wow) So then why do I seem to?