Apologies

When every thought says, "Jump" When every thought says, "Just give up" How else can I survive Another day of bein' alive? Caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines runnin' through my bloodstream Trauma, drama, another vodka turn into a monster Damage, baggage, turn savage, do it every day, call it a habit You want problems, I got 'em, keep on sinkin', never hit bottom All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, no I'm sorry, but no amount of love could ever be ever enough, ever enough I'm sorry, but When every thought says, "Run" When I can't stand to be someone Who's done the things I've done I'll blame it all on bein' young Give me caffeine, nicotine, amphetamines, runnin' through my bloodstream Trauma, drama, another vodka turn into a monster Damage, baggage, turn savage, do it every day, call it a habit You want problems, I got 'em, keep on sinkin', never hit bottom All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, no I'm sorry, but no amount of love could ever be ever enough, ever enough I'm sorry, but there's no savin' me I'm sorry, I'm all apologies All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, never enough I'm sorry, but I'm holdin' anger like a hammer Leavin' all who love me fractured I'm so ashamed, I can't erase it Nothin' you can do is ever gonna change it (It's never enough) All the love you tried to give to me was never enough No amount of love could ever be ever enough, ever enough I'm sorry, but there's no savin' me I'm sorry, I'm all apologies All the love you tried to give to me was never enough, never enough I'm sorry, but