The Reasons Why

I wont try to bring you down about my suicide Got no need to understand about my big surprise I wont beg to hang you up about my love of life If you promise not to sing about the reasons why I am writing you a letter Getting better... Can I see you? When... All the lights go out together Blame the weather Yeah the cold again In the darkness for a second I am sure I see them smiling then I feel them calling me Yeah they are calling me... And I am falling through the stars You remember now? Yeah I am falling in their arms You remember how? Oh I am falling through the skies You remember this? I am falling in their eyes You remember the kiss? I wont try to pull you in about my sacrifice Makes no sense to get upset about the other side I wont beg to put you out about my right to die If you promise not to sing about the reasons why I am calling you at midnight Feeling alright... can I tell you? When? On the line no sound but my words Must be night birds on the wire again In the silence for a second I am sure I hear them laughing then I feel them calling me Yeah they are calling me... And I am falling through the stars You remember now? Yeah I am falling in their arms You remember how? Oh I am falling through the skies You remember this? I am falling in their eyes You remember our kiss? "We know" They said "You're holding on To nothing left of something gone... " "We know" They said "In letting go Of fear and dread And all you know You'll lose the need of certainty And make-believe eternity To find the true reality In beautiful infinity... " But I wont try to bring you down about my suicide If you promise not to sing about the reasons why