Self-Made Black Hole

I never wanted this It played with my mind The aftermath remains I'm losing it, I'm losing all control I feel the poison running through my bones The weight of words engraved forever Check, check, motherfucker, oh Light has gone, and it all began A life spent dancing on the edge Trying so hard to get lost again For the void is all I know Feeling like a ghost, I'm running in circles Tearing down these walls seems impossible It's like I'm already dead, but I'm dying to live Yeah, I'm dying to live It hurts me so bad And all these words alone Are nothing but my own lies I don't think I want this anymore It calls me all night I know it's all my fault It never felt like home The parasite is feeding of me My lungs are burning I can hear its voice at the back of my head I don't even know where it all began But it's getting closer to the end The parasite is feeding of me I've reached the bottom like a thousand times I've never though that I would cross the line The void is all I know The void is all I know I never wanted this It played with my mind The aftermath remains I'm losing all control Self-made black hole Black hole It hurts me so bad All these words alone Are nothing but my own lies And I don't think I want this anymore It calls me all night I know it's all my fault It never felt like home It never felt like home It hurts me so bad And all these words alone Are nothing but my own lies And I don't think I want this anymore It calls me all night I know it's all my fault It never felt like home It never felt like home It hurts me so bad All these words alone Are nothing but my own lies And I don't think I want this anymore