Big Boy Now

I've been searching not the first or the last Trying to figure out the mystery of the half empty glass Time is turning for the rest of the world While a temporary leap of faith helps the story unfurl They say that hearts don't stay broken Even though the scars remain And eyes don't stay swollen Even if it feels that way But it's not that serious I'm a big boy now And I'm not delirious so don't show me how Cause I've gotten beyond the agony And my perspective is saving me Never doubted what the cards would reveal And if the joker showed his ugly face Not that big of a deal It's just a moment in the scheme of it all But it's difficult to visualize when the axe starts to fall But then a heart won't stay broken Even on it's darkest day The right door could open Pick you up and drift away With all the confusion How does anybody come through But life is illusion And no one can tell you what you've gotta do You know a heart won't stay broken Even on it's darkest day The right door could open Pick you up and drift away