This Calling

I secretly crave, crave that scent again Still feel it pressing on me now Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling out No secret deception, for these would tear this down I'll note the past, spread the pain (Spread the pain) Words match my deeds with brutal honesty Never forget these choices were made by me And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear (And I hear) This calling out Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me Though I am fearful, I will not prevent this tragedy My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear this calling Still you don't seem so far at all And I hear (And I hear) This calling out My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove Still I believe that this calling will see me through Still I believe this calling will see me through, oh