What Have I Done?

Time on my hands Sit and think about what I did wrong As the days turn into nights Nights back into days I sit alone There's blood on my hands Guilty party Ain't no secret I'm the one I'm responsible for this Sure as the moon shines Cuz I'm the sun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done Selfishly Catered to my own desires Never once thinking That breaking rules just cuz I wanted to Could possibly hurt you My only concern was me And now look at you Look at what my foolishness has turned you into In the end a monster But at first a goddess when we first begun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Now you're a monster And I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Ohhh Oh so lovely All you wanted was to love me How did I end up the lonely one What Have I Done? It's not hard to love someone But it's hard to be in love Knowing that you're killing that person Oh so lovely All you wanted was to love me How did I end up the lonely one But in the end she was a monster But she was a goddess when we first begun What have I done What have I done What have I done What have I done I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Now you're a monster And I'm to blame Love is a privilege And Not a game Now you're a monster