Antidote

(Daddy, the screen is giving me nightmares) Doctor, doctor, tell me what is wrong with me My head is getting numb My heart can barely beat Doctor, doctor, please give me medicine My eyes can barely see So please give me a pill 'Cause the more I try to swim, the more I think I'm drowning And the higher that I climb, the more I keep on falling And the lesser that I try, the more I can control it And I just need to know, yeah, I just need to know Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin I don't wanna be so cold I think I need an antidote This haunting void I cannot fill I don't wanna be so cold I think I need an antidote Doctor, doctor, please tell me how to live I'm staring at a screen My insecurities Keep growing in my chest for every post I scroll A thousand million phones And still we're so alone And the more we try to swim, the more I think we're drowning I just need to know, need to know, know, know Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin I don't wanna be so cold I think I need an antidote This haunting void I cannot fill I don't wanna be so cold I think I need an antidote-dote, dote, dote Dote, dote, dote, dote Come on, push that shot Straight into my veins Come on I need an antidote, I need adrenaline I need a future that I can believe in So won't you tell me what we got in store 'Cause I can't take this anymore Why there's no heartbeat underneath my skin (underneath my skin) I don't wanna be so cold (so cold) I think I need an antidote This haunting void I cannot fill (I cannot fill) I don't wanna be so cold I think I need an antidote-dote, dote, dote Dote, dote, dote, dote