Forgive Myself

Don't know how to love myself Don't know how to love myself Without somebody laying in my bed Don't know how to be alone Don't know how to be alone Without the thought of crawling out my skin Can't take the advice that I'm given I throw it away, never listen Pissing off all of my friends All of my friends All of my friends I need to make better decisions I hate the way that I'm living So I'm gonna try this again Try it again Try it again I'm slowly learning to forgive myself Feel like a psycho living in this hell Don't owe nobody nothing I won't leave this apartment 'Til I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there I'm learning to forgive myself Know it's gonna take some time It don't happen overnight Beautiful messes rarely ever do They tell me to breathe in But then I can't breathe out I just wanna be somebody who makes somebody proud Can't take the advice that I'm given I throw it away, never listen Pissing off all of my friends All of my friends All of my friends I need to make better decisions I hate the way that I'm living So I'm gonna try this again Try it again Try it again I'm slowly learning to forgive myself Feel like a psycho living in this hell Don't owe nobody nothing I won't leave this apartment 'Til I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there I'm learning to forgive myself I'm learning to forgive myself I ain't flawless Yeah, I got a long list But cryin' on bathroom floors Ain't workin' for me no more So I count my losses Pack 'em up in boxes To people I hurt before I'm slowly learning to forgive myself Feel like a psycho living in this hell Don't owe nobody nothing I won't leave this apartment 'Til I look in the mirror and don't hate who's there I'm learning to forgive myself (I'm slowly learning) I'm learning to forgive myself I'm learning to forgive myself (I'm slowly learning to forgive myself)