Overthinking (Demo)

I'm on an overcrowded train Fighting an overcrowded brain And all these bags under my eyes Hold up my compromise Maybe I should bail on everything anything Did you not learn anything in school? Could have played by the rules Could be happy in a different way Struggling with the London rent They said it would be hard, now I know what they meant I'll lose sleep, head stuck in the cereal bowl But I'm here for the music, I know Distracted Can I say what I mean? Can I mean what I say? Why can't I figure out how I feel when I wake up every day? I face everything with the same old logic Over analyzing, everything is tragic And maybe some things they will never make sense So I tackle it all, but I'm not making a dent, no And I think my brain is breakin' And it's just myself I've been blamin' It's frustratin' I just wanna know why And I know no good can come of it I wish that I could just be done with it But I'm sinkin' I just wanna know why I'm overthinkin' Oh-oh And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why Oh-oh And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why I'm an outcast, to be left behind I'm an extrovert with an anxious mind There's a dangerb that I might just Pour my heart out to a total stranger in a bar They're not gonna wanna hear No, they're just there to sip their beer Not hear about problems to solve and "God this girl's so self-involved" I play it out in my head I'm tryna make good choices, I hear voices They can't pick one side Help, I look so stupid sitting there tongue-tied Meltdown, all I can hear is code red, code red Got a problem in the control centre in my own head Facing the world with the same old logic Over analyzing everything is tragic And maybe some things they will never make sense So I tackle it all, but I'm not making a dent, no And I think my brain is breakin' And it's just myself I've been blamin' It's frustratin' I just wanna know why And I know no good can come of it I wish that I could just be done with it But I'm sinkin' I just wanna know why I'm overthinkin' Oh-oh And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why Oh-oh And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why Oh-oh And I just wanna know, I just wanna know why Oh-oh And I just wanna know why