I'M SORRY

Basking in memories of when you weren't there for me Caused me to fall away and see you as the enemy 'Cause I felt alone And my heart became cold Feeling left behind, I'm struggling to survive Lost wandering the darkest corners of my mind I didn't know you were fighting your own war (But now I know) I was already down before I let you drown And I'm sorry Whoah You were beggin' for love, but I didn't have enough And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities When everything I need was right in front of me I couldn't save you And I'm sorry, always sorry I did this to you Facing your misery took so much bravery Fighting alone with nobody else kills me You did what it takes to find a light in a dark place You begged for empathy but I gave you toxicity Nowhere to hide in a house of hostility But you chose to stay Found your own way to love me And you loved me Yeah, you love me You were already down before I let you drown And I'm sorry Whoah You were beggin' for love, but I didn't have enough And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities When everything I need was right in front of me I couldn't save you And I'm sorry, always sorry I did this to you I was convinced I was doing the right thing Building up walls, looking only out for me I was convinced I was doing the right thing But if I'd lost you I'd lose everything I was convinced I was doing the right thing I was convinced I was I was already down before I let you drown And I'm sorry Whoah You were beggin' for love, but I didn't have enough And I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities When everything I need was right in front of me I couldn't save you, and I'm sorry Always sorry Stuck only on my dreams, my insecurities When everything I need was right in front of me I couldn't save you And I'm sorry, always sorry