The Ride

Why do my best songs come from things I should forget? Immortalizing memories to get them off my chest Now I realize what I hold in my hand If someone can relate, is it worth clearing my head? Is it worth it in the end, worth it in the end? Is this a grave that I dug myself To stop the dreaming, don't trust your feelings We meet again I'm tired of love, I'm tired of hate Trace to the spiral's end I'm tired of clout, I'm tired of fame How did I get here? How did I get this deep? What did I leave behind? What did I think I'd find? The different shapes become a part of me (part of me) The gridlines take the place of everything (everything) Play my feelings out like a symphony All the fear and doubt like a symphony I'm tired of clout, I'm tired of fame Cash rules everything around me Cash rules everything around me Cash rules everything around me Take me to war to protect this hell Their love is fleeting We meet again I'm tired of love, I'm tired of hate Trace to the spiral's end I'm tired of clout, I'm tired of fame The different shapes become a part of me (part of me) The gridlines take the place of everything (everything) Play my feelings out like a symphony All the fear and doubt like a symphony Is this a grave that I dug myself To stop the dreaming? Don't trust your feelings Take me to war to protect this hell Their love is fleeting They spin a smile just to bleed me dry But you won't listen They cut me up into pieces just to bleed me dry No repercussions They cut me up into pieces just to bleed me How did I get here? How did I get this deep? What did I leave behind? What did I think I'd find? Cash rules everything around me Cash rules everything around me Cash rules everything around me Cash rules everything around me The different shapes become a part of me (part of me) The gridlines take the place of everything (everything) Play my feelings out like a symphony All the fear and doubt like a symphony