Expectations

You expect me to know A lot of shit that I'm just out here tryna figure out You expect me to know the answer to some shit That I'm just tryna get up out of Where did the time, where did the time go? I'm in the paint, tryna be Rondo Of course you got the answers 'Cause you ain't the one that's in my position I've been sortin' through a lot of shit that's in my head now A lot of shit that had me scared now And don't you leave me here for dead now I've been sortin' through a lot of shit that's in my head now A lot of shit that had me scared now And don't you leave me here for dead now Look, the winter is here, depression is triplin' Nobody give a shit, I'm gettin' bread Industry really be killin' my niggas Guess entertainment business yin and the yang Wait, I'm not the same, I can't find no peace I sacrifice my world to a world that ignore me Black man in therapy, 'cause white terror don't sleep I got to roll up my leaf, might stop the PTSD Carried away, bitches break up with you if you don't break Niggas is lame, nigga my drive ain't the same Of course you irate, it's a Wraith On God I got some reason to wear my head down (Head down) Pray all my odds be even 'cause it get hard And I follow what I feel, but that's the issue (Issue) My thoughts can be deceivin' if they get a warm welcome I've been sortin' through a lot of shit that's in my head now A lot of shit that had me scared now And don't you leave me here for dead now I've been sortin' through a lot of shit that's in my head now A lot of shit that had me scared now And don't you leave me here for dead now Look And on God she got some reason to wear her head down (Head down) Pray all her odds be even 'cause it get hard And she follow what she feel, and that's the issue (Issue) My thoughts can be deceivin', my thoughts can be deceivin' The Summer approachin', she look in the mirror, she wish it was Winter Her tummy is pokin' Lookin' at Instagram, makin' you sick Yeah, the figure you're fishin' for ain't in the ocean, no Your potential is more than gold Expectations is bogus though Talk about what the eye don't see, this is body dysmorphia Most of these pseudo celebrities Ain't really beautiful as you could ever be Talkin' the tannin', and bleachin' And all the procedures that make you go think that you not a queen And I ain't judgin', just bein' real If the silicone help your anxiety If I like you enough I'ma foot the bill But you do it for you shorty, not for me That's the cycle that she repeat All the models she following livin' sweet But the body she like doesn't come for cheap She will live under knife for the infamy, see But who am I to judge? I got my own problems, so I am not the one When things get dark, I be in my own mind So even in the crowd I'll be moreso alone It's like, yo It's like me It's like us It's like her It's like you It's like us I've been sortin' through a lot of shit that's in my head now A lot of shit that had me scared now And don't you leave me here for dead now I've been sortin' through a lot of shit that's in my head now A lot of shit that had me scared now And don't you leave me here for dead now